freespiritmusic: (here USE this!)
I am through being depressed, I am through dealing with the constant worries of will I be like them. Forget it its all gone. I am not that man and I sure as hell am not that woman. I may be their spawn but that doesn’t make me them, I am my own person I made myself! I am Kia Freeborn Not Kia Dullia anymore, I am not HIS legacy! Fuck them all!

Integral! A few days before Christmas theirs a large concert playing not far from here, I’m going. I may be back by Christmas I don’t know. I hope this doesn’t upset you but I’ve wanted to see a lot of these people live for years. So I plan to go.

Also, Is Nike alright? I heard that some shits going down, but since I don’t feel like dealing with a certain pervert I choose not to ask I him, I would ask Mr. Nike, but as I don’t know him outside of the bad first impression I left its not really my place.

Konata, you, me Metalolypse. You their?

I think I wanna go play baseball again.

freespiritmusic: (walk in the rain)
...I popped the strings on the acoustic and managed to get my fingers bleeding....this typing actually hurts a lot....Konata's going to kill me when she sees the blood on the keyboard...I thought my calluses were thicker than this...oh well...guess I wont be playing for a few days.

I had a good conversation with Integral, also had some fun talking with Konata.

Being barely legal sucks. Wanting to share bad habits with that man. is the last thing I need to do.

I think I may look into therapy.

- Kia Freeborn
Private//Easily Hackable for boys lack of computer skillz )
but hey...I finally wrote a song.
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
Well that Demyx Kid seems to be looking for me, that cant end well. I really am not cut out for the whole “Band” scene. I don’t even want to be a musician, no one makes it with that for very long. Cant people just play to play? Not everyone will be famous or great. Not everyone will have a nice job, like some movie I saw said we are not beautiful and unique snowflakes, we are not special. I wish I could remember the name of that movie it was kinda cool.

Anyway so I spoke to Integra again, she really can be someone worth talking to. Unlike most rich people she’s not a flat out bitch, Its fun debating with someone who wasn’t born trash. We spoke of a lot of things minor debate about music and woman, I opened up to her about some things I don’t even like talking about. And that is what kept me awake thinking, Why did I do that? Why do I feel I need her and Konata? I have never needed anyone before. I only needed myself and the shitty jobs I had and my guitar to keep myself alive.

Why is it I cant sleep well now without that fan girl home, She didn’t roll in until early in the morning this morning and woke me up by yanking the covers up, it was bloody brilliant. Then she slept in to make it worse, I had to carry her off to her own room. She may sleep beside me nightly but I still don’t know how people handle that namely after my talk with Intgera. I’ve spent today studying and doing the weeks work when not doing the things I have to for work.

Its so quiet here… I cant believe I pulled out my old Cds and found myself pondering messing with the intercom to put some noise through the house… At least I thought better of it.
freespiritmusic: (wall-o-amps)
I've been so unreasonable, slacking off from work when I know that should be my first priority. Keep a roof over my head and myself alive and do this by working and not being a lazy egotistical bastard. Thats Blues, not me. I have people back home waiting for me to come back with a degree or a record deal, and since the latter will never happen. I have spent these lazy weeks after meeting The SKy searching for my song, I still have NOTHING!

I pour my heart into ever note I play yet, I only can do cover songs and put my own style on it....I've never finished a song of my own...I have a great riff ready but no words...So I've been searching and found nothing....

Maybe its time I just go back to work and face that I am working class punk that couldn't hold a real job before Integral. I wonder if I should sell the guitars and just go back and ask her for forgiveness for this stupidity. Sky got me chasing impossible dreams and now I've cut myself from that stupidity and need to set myself back on the right course.

...Konata, care to give me a call later?
freespiritmusic: (a mournful past)
...I'll come back to work, I had to catch up on my classes first. Yes I do know what you did Miss Hellsing, and yes I am quiet upset with you but I will get over it. I always do.

But I do demand one answer, who touched the black case with stickers on it. It was the only hardshell case in the apartment. And was what was inside touched or damaged.

freespiritmusic: (natural hair)
...I'm seriously to tired to write any of this. So here.

Yo, Konata I'm alive. I'll be hope as soon as I can.

I'll write more tomorrow, I'm being forced out with a few people then I gotta sleep.

freespiritmusic: (a song about life)
I cant believe it, I'm glad I beat Konata home from work today, Those bastards I left them the P.O Box to send my mail to...I fucking hate this school already.

I noticed that Konata is perking up again, I got her to listen to me play White Room which was kinda fun. I am hoping I can get her to listen to more American based music It would be kind of cool.

Anyway I better turn in, I gotta go in early tomorrow and help out with stuff. Oh Yeah and I gotta met Juri again sometime, shes kinda cool.

-Kia Freeborn.

PRIVATE/Mostly Unhackable )
freespiritmusic: (natural hair)
Well shit, life's been busy you know. Working for Miss Integral isn't all sunshine and roses but I really like it it gives me time to work on that which I love and still get all I need to do for her done before I go home. Its nice and I enjoy it I never thought I would be happy in a job like I am with this one but somehow I feel like I am betraying my bohemian roots but I need this, I need this stability that I have never had before. Maybe I'm being selfish.

Poor Konata, someone upset her bad shes been moping around all week since she came in from work one day. I don't know what happened and she wont tell me but I am really worried about her I want to pry but its really again not my place...

...I'm leaving for the night, I need to clear my head.
freespiritmusic: (Gibson Les Paul)
The search for a job is over, I found a job that suits me I think. I consider myself extremely lucky ya know, I find a great job with a great boss. I am really looking forward to tuesday.

In other news I spent the day with Konata she seems to be convinced that Im obessed with money, I'm really not I just dont want last year repeating, EVER. its one of my biggest phobia's I truly almost lost everything. I will never let that happen again, plus I'm worried that something may happen to Konata I may have only known her for two days but I can worry if I want.

Me and Konata however found an empty lot with a tree and made a swing set it was great until she got hurt about 45 minutes before my interview so we had to rush home clean her up and me change for the interview, I'm sure she will be fine but for now I am going to go practice for awhile and hope the muse is with me.

-Kia Freeborn
freespiritmusic: (lifes peachy you know?)
This is my real time outside Louisiana, It took a lot of over time a lot of tips and playing corners to get me here. sadly the last bit of money needed came from pawning my amplifier. This all lead to taking a three day bus ride having someone try to steal my Gibson Les Paul and a few fights along the way but I finally made it to Cross City. a place without Blues Dullia

A man at the bus station informed me that the University was out of session until fall classes start thus no dorms yet which really blows you know but he informed me the place to go is the Eternity Cafe, that I could play a few songs there and earn enough cash for a hotel. Well when I showed up it was almost dead empty lack for a woman named Konata. Who has made an living argement with me so I need to start looking for a job today to keep my half of the budget set.

I'm looking forward to what life holds, maybe I can find my song here. I can only hope ya know? gotta take the punches as there thrown.

-Kia Freeborn
freespiritmusic: (carlos man of love)
please enjoy the music while your party is reached


yo, you've reached Kia Freeborn, I'm not here right now so give me a call back or do the normal voicemail stuff. Peace.



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