freespiritmusic: (walk in the rain)
You can get mad at me, I wont bother you about it again. I have tried hard to keep us together, my new family. It will never happen the mirrors cracked we are shattering. I will be like I was before, the one forgottena dn tossd aside. I an ahndle this I wont break so easy this time. BuBefore I bwo out of this show let me go on and speak a few thinsg on my mind.

Konata Izumi's child IS mine, Sora can't remember fucking her. I doubt she could forget Nike doing that so unless there another party I am that child's father. I know we all see things differently so let me just explain this. I KNEW Konata was like that when I met her, she took em home before she knew anything about me. We slept in the same bed less then 4 hours after she met. I love her but I knew what kind of woman she was from day one. The fact shes probally ahd more cock in her then a KFC doesnt bother know what i shoudlnt be trash talking the woman I'm going to end up marrying.

I will not take anyones last name either Konata, my last name is symoloic goddamnit. I feel like Icarus, my wax wings are melting... The pain is going to be beautiful...I need to get anotehr note book ready I feel some good lyrics coming on.

In short, I can never hate any of you. You may hate me tell me to vanish I will. I will never change my mind about things I will never hate any of you. I miss my mother.

Everyone be angry everyone hurt...everyone do what the fuck you want. This musician is checking out.

freespiritmusic: (leaning)
Summertime, the livin's easy~


Moving right along! last night was great man, I really felt like I was flying nothing touches that feeling like soreing through the air at neck breaking speed. I dont know how I could stand life before Sora opened me to the world fo Air Trek, and all I gotta do is 'tune' his AT and I get to keep learning this stuff. Its addicting.

I always thought Godz...Nike was one scary guy just by how everyone spoke of him but ya know I don't think hes so bad now. I kind of just want everything to go back to the way it was I don't know how much longer I can deal with this stuff. I really hate drama it kills my vibes. Teh first few days were wonderful for my muse but now its just pulling me down.

Still not a sign of Kona, and I've been running here there and everywhere skipping class and sleeping all day, this shit's royally fucked up my sleep scedual. I'm a full blown night owl now. I wonder if Kona knows her old girlfriend tried to kill herself or not...

Either way It was cool meeting you Byakuya, look forward to talking to you again sometime but for now I gotta go do my normal Sunday things and check up on some people...and eventually find my way to Sora's couch again.... Why aren't I sleepy?


Oh! Gren sorry i didn't see you at your Jazz Festival but I did stop by, Good job man.

[ooc; his mun apologizes for the fact she slept through the festival]
freespiritmusic: (OMG no)
oh my....fucking god....

why....did I get to find out like this... wheres that gun at....

.....SIS! Help me....
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
Mother fuck! Do I sleep through every thing! I wake up to Sora demanding I drive him to that CREEPY German and I see them go off to NAP in the morgue! WHAT THE FUCK! Anyway, creepy guy took Sora home so for the record Otaku Comish. I wont be home today. Fuck be thankful if I even come back Les Paul's in the trunk, bitches.

Now for the list of things you idiots need to know.
1. men cant get be impregnated Sora.
2. A C-section Konata, you could have a child as long as you don't have a natural birth.
3. I think Integral and Nike and Sora and Konata should have a double wedding on the 4th of July.
4. Band practice, tonight if everyones free. At the studio where we meet up last time.

Nike, I had nothing to do this, don't break me in half.


freespiritmusic: (carlos man of love)

Sis, watch this with an open mind.
freespiritmusic: (Kia Freeborn)
Sky, lets go out tonight! Drinks are on me as long as you buy them I'll pay. since you know how to get my under-aged ass in there is much to celebrate. I can finally see that road you kept trying to make me see and I'm not going to let this dream fly by me. A new world has opened and I plan to ride this out till the end.

Kona, Sorry about leaving this afternoon, I got a call and I'm working on making a band I promise to make it up to you, just let me know how and its yours; if its in my power to do so.

Integra, I miss you, lets chat tonight. I want you to met the man I met today his Sax skills are the best i have ever heard you'd love it sis.

Gren and Fummei, I will be a little busy with my classes and my job for the next few days so how about we hang together and disguess the future of this project as soon as we all have time?

freespiritmusic: (walk in the rain)
...I popped the strings on the acoustic and managed to get my fingers bleeding....this typing actually hurts a lot....Konata's going to kill me when she sees the blood on the keyboard...I thought my calluses were thicker than this...oh well...guess I wont be playing for a few days.

I had a good conversation with Integral, also had some fun talking with Konata.

Being barely legal sucks. Wanting to share bad habits with that man. is the last thing I need to do.

I think I may look into therapy.

- Kia Freeborn
Private//Easily Hackable for boys lack of computer skillz )
but hey...I finally wrote a song.
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
Well that Demyx Kid seems to be looking for me, that cant end well. I really am not cut out for the whole “Band” scene. I don’t even want to be a musician, no one makes it with that for very long. Cant people just play to play? Not everyone will be famous or great. Not everyone will have a nice job, like some movie I saw said we are not beautiful and unique snowflakes, we are not special. I wish I could remember the name of that movie it was kinda cool.

Anyway so I spoke to Integra again, she really can be someone worth talking to. Unlike most rich people she’s not a flat out bitch, Its fun debating with someone who wasn’t born trash. We spoke of a lot of things minor debate about music and woman, I opened up to her about some things I don’t even like talking about. And that is what kept me awake thinking, Why did I do that? Why do I feel I need her and Konata? I have never needed anyone before. I only needed myself and the shitty jobs I had and my guitar to keep myself alive.

Why is it I cant sleep well now without that fan girl home, She didn’t roll in until early in the morning this morning and woke me up by yanking the covers up, it was bloody brilliant. Then she slept in to make it worse, I had to carry her off to her own room. She may sleep beside me nightly but I still don’t know how people handle that namely after my talk with Intgera. I’ve spent today studying and doing the weeks work when not doing the things I have to for work.

Its so quiet here… I cant believe I pulled out my old Cds and found myself pondering messing with the intercom to put some noise through the house… At least I thought better of it.


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