freespiritmusic: (Kia Freeborn)
My life has changed so fast. Just last year I was struggling to keep my thoughts lined up write out a few lyrics and try and help keep Sis sane. Konata was just the friend I refused to let go as I didn't have many of them I know Sis always asummed more was going on she was always smarter then I am. In some things anyway.

And now just weeks before my 20th birthday I'm a father to the most beautiful little girl in the world, that night meeting Yoshitsune and seeing all the men who love Konata all surrounding her seeing her body get mangled and banged up to push Kanata out. You have to respect a woman who can do that.

I don't know why but everything just kind of feels different. Just you know I don't feel so much anger towards people. I even saw Ray on TV and didn't feel like breaking it. Kid deserves everything he has. that fucker who he lives with let him keep the man. I got along this long without him. I'm better for it. Some day I might find my own stage. If I deserve that stage anyway.

I also have to thank Sis even if shes gone, selling the things she left me may have been hard but it paid off my new home it may not be Burbon street like I dreamed but it looks close and Konata's shop stands out now. once teh house is off teh market and I get the money I plan to get medical insurance for Konata and Kanata. and a few other things just make sure everything is straightened out. ALso something I want to get Sora.

Sky! Bigger Sora and Senri! I need your help when you get a chance in the next few days.

And Rukia, thank's so much. Your such a good friend I wish I had got to know you better when we were both in new york but we both had our own things going on. So this is my proclomation of I will gladly help you with anything you need evemn if its just to talk. simply call. Your too damn cool to just leave to suffer, don't even hessitate. If I don't answer I will sure as hell call back.

I need to go write out these lyrics I can hear the whole melody, yeah maybe this will be a good song.
freespiritmusic: (here USE this!)
INTEGRAL HELLSING! Fucking goddamn bullshit!



Sora, Bar. take me now!

Valets knocked up girlfriend. We need to talk. Fucking bloody hell.
freespiritmusic: (leaning)
Summertime, the livin's easy~


Moving right along! last night was great man, I really felt like I was flying nothing touches that feeling like soreing through the air at neck breaking speed. I dont know how I could stand life before Sora opened me to the world fo Air Trek, and all I gotta do is 'tune' his AT and I get to keep learning this stuff. Its addicting.

I always thought Godz...Nike was one scary guy just by how everyone spoke of him but ya know I don't think hes so bad now. I kind of just want everything to go back to the way it was I don't know how much longer I can deal with this stuff. I really hate drama it kills my vibes. Teh first few days were wonderful for my muse but now its just pulling me down.

Still not a sign of Kona, and I've been running here there and everywhere skipping class and sleeping all day, this shit's royally fucked up my sleep scedual. I'm a full blown night owl now. I wonder if Kona knows her old girlfriend tried to kill herself or not...

Either way It was cool meeting you Byakuya, look forward to talking to you again sometime but for now I gotta go do my normal Sunday things and check up on some people...and eventually find my way to Sora's couch again.... Why aren't I sleepy?


Oh! Gren sorry i didn't see you at your Jazz Festival but I did stop by, Good job man.

[ooc; his mun apologizes for the fact she slept through the festival]
freespiritmusic: (a mournful past)
...I still cant believe I’m gonna be a father as careless as it may have been, and as fucking scary as it is. I really think I can handle this, Konata keeps speaking of support from others but I don’t count on that. This is my fault. This is her body. Our reasonability.

Gren, Fummei. If you want to get together for one last go I think I will be quitting the band so I can pick up a second job. I gotta a very few months to get things ready for this child

-The list of needs-
A apartment- because we cant keep inconveniencing Sis.
Crib- Cause I don’t want the kid being like is was
Baby toys and crap- A necessity
New Furniture- For said apartment.
New Car- for when I have to give Sis’ back.

Fuck I’m going to be beyond broke.
freespiritmusic: (Kia Freeborn)
Sky, lets go out tonight! Drinks are on me as long as you buy them I'll pay. since you know how to get my under-aged ass in there is much to celebrate. I can finally see that road you kept trying to make me see and I'm not going to let this dream fly by me. A new world has opened and I plan to ride this out till the end.

Kona, Sorry about leaving this afternoon, I got a call and I'm working on making a band I promise to make it up to you, just let me know how and its yours; if its in my power to do so.

Integra, I miss you, lets chat tonight. I want you to met the man I met today his Sax skills are the best i have ever heard you'd love it sis.

Gren and Fummei, I will be a little busy with my classes and my job for the next few days so how about we hang together and disguess the future of this project as soon as we all have time?



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