freespiritmusic: (walk in the rain)
You can get mad at me, I wont bother you about it again. I have tried hard to keep us together, my new family. It will never happen the mirrors cracked we are shattering. I will be like I was before, the one forgottena dn tossd aside. I an ahndle this I wont break so easy this time. BuBefore I bwo out of this show let me go on and speak a few thinsg on my mind.

Konata Izumi's child IS mine, Sora can't remember fucking her. I doubt she could forget Nike doing that so unless there another party I am that child's father. I know we all see things differently so let me just explain this. I KNEW Konata was like that when I met her, she took em home before she knew anything about me. We slept in the same bed less then 4 hours after she met. I love her but I knew what kind of woman she was from day one. The fact shes probally ahd more cock in her then a KFC doesnt bother know what i shoudlnt be trash talking the woman I'm going to end up marrying.

I will not take anyones last name either Konata, my last name is symoloic goddamnit. I feel like Icarus, my wax wings are melting... The pain is going to be beautiful...I need to get anotehr note book ready I feel some good lyrics coming on.

In short, I can never hate any of you. You may hate me tell me to vanish I will. I will never change my mind about things I will never hate any of you. I miss my mother.

Everyone be angry everyone hurt...everyone do what the fuck you want. This musician is checking out.

freespiritmusic: (Another Emo song)
Sis...Don't use me as a scapegoat. This is just what I wanted to avoid, let my misery rain down to save the loss of the emotion you get from him and me from her. So what if they found better things, thats why its called the blues.

If someones not suffering the lyrics don't match the beat...misery is just another part of life.

On that note, Gren can I see you today?

freespiritmusic: (OMG no)
oh my....fucking god....

why....did I get to find out like this... wheres that gun at....

.....SIS! Help me....
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
Mother fuck! Do I sleep through every thing! I wake up to Sora demanding I drive him to that CREEPY German and I see them go off to NAP in the morgue! WHAT THE FUCK! Anyway, creepy guy took Sora home so for the record Otaku Comish. I wont be home today. Fuck be thankful if I even come back Les Paul's in the trunk, bitches.

Now for the list of things you idiots need to know.
1. men cant get be impregnated Sora.
2. A C-section Konata, you could have a child as long as you don't have a natural birth.
3. I think Integral and Nike and Sora and Konata should have a double wedding on the 4th of July.
4. Band practice, tonight if everyones free. At the studio where we meet up last time.

Nike, I had nothing to do this, don't break me in half.


freespiritmusic: (carlos man of love)

Sis, watch this with an open mind.
freespiritmusic: (Another Emo song)
Why did I go to church yesterday? I haven't thought about her this much since it happened. I hope that son of a bitch, his whore and their bastard child had a fucking lovely holiday. I hope he chokes and dies and goes wherever she isn't, son of a bitch doesn't deserve to share her heaven.

Integra, lets go out tonight. I have a free night and it seems Konata's out doing shit so what do you say? I'll play anything you want me too. Also I hope you like the cake. I'm not the best at baking but as the only real female in the house you deserve it.

...I need to go talk to the couch before I really lose my scholership....god I hope I break my leg or something. I just don't feel the old love for baseball anymore... fucking sucks thats how I get to collage instead of my music...I hate humanity sometimes.

...Gren, Fummei let me know when you wanna jam sometime, kay?
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
So I convinced Sora to come with me over a few states to watch the NCAA game of UK vs Georgia State...well this tornado thing ripped through and posponed the game, it was moved Saturday to another collage called "Georgia Tech" on Saturday so after the game, Sora found out about this Anime Convetion being held at the same collage....and somehow someway I got talked into wasteing the rest of my weekend watching people in customes dance around and helping the gimp up the fun.

Though there were a lot of girls that reminded me of Konata...I hate you Konata...I care as much about your cartoons as you do my music.

There I said it.

Goodnight people, actully its daylight and I wanted to let Integra know I plan to be back before next month in Short today is March 17th, I will make sure I'm back around my birthday. That cool?
freespiritmusic: (OMG no)
Yes Konata....I stepped on and broke your shouldn't have left it on my side of the room...wait ITS MY ROOM!

...either way I'll buy you a new one this morning...
freespiritmusic: (walk in the rain)
...I popped the strings on the acoustic and managed to get my fingers bleeding....this typing actually hurts a lot....Konata's going to kill me when she sees the blood on the keyboard...I thought my calluses were thicker than this...oh well...guess I wont be playing for a few days.

I had a good conversation with Integral, also had some fun talking with Konata.

Being barely legal sucks. Wanting to share bad habits with that man. is the last thing I need to do.

I think I may look into therapy.

- Kia Freeborn
Private//Easily Hackable for boys lack of computer skillz )
but hey...I finally wrote a song.
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
Well that Demyx Kid seems to be looking for me, that cant end well. I really am not cut out for the whole “Band” scene. I don’t even want to be a musician, no one makes it with that for very long. Cant people just play to play? Not everyone will be famous or great. Not everyone will have a nice job, like some movie I saw said we are not beautiful and unique snowflakes, we are not special. I wish I could remember the name of that movie it was kinda cool.

Anyway so I spoke to Integra again, she really can be someone worth talking to. Unlike most rich people she’s not a flat out bitch, Its fun debating with someone who wasn’t born trash. We spoke of a lot of things minor debate about music and woman, I opened up to her about some things I don’t even like talking about. And that is what kept me awake thinking, Why did I do that? Why do I feel I need her and Konata? I have never needed anyone before. I only needed myself and the shitty jobs I had and my guitar to keep myself alive.

Why is it I cant sleep well now without that fan girl home, She didn’t roll in until early in the morning this morning and woke me up by yanking the covers up, it was bloody brilliant. Then she slept in to make it worse, I had to carry her off to her own room. She may sleep beside me nightly but I still don’t know how people handle that namely after my talk with Intgera. I’ve spent today studying and doing the weeks work when not doing the things I have to for work.

Its so quiet here… I cant believe I pulled out my old Cds and found myself pondering messing with the intercom to put some noise through the house… At least I thought better of it.
freespiritmusic: (wall-o-amps)
I've been so unreasonable, slacking off from work when I know that should be my first priority. Keep a roof over my head and myself alive and do this by working and not being a lazy egotistical bastard. Thats Blues, not me. I have people back home waiting for me to come back with a degree or a record deal, and since the latter will never happen. I have spent these lazy weeks after meeting The SKy searching for my song, I still have NOTHING!

I pour my heart into ever note I play yet, I only can do cover songs and put my own style on it....I've never finished a song of my own...I have a great riff ready but no words...So I've been searching and found nothing....

Maybe its time I just go back to work and face that I am working class punk that couldn't hold a real job before Integral. I wonder if I should sell the guitars and just go back and ask her for forgiveness for this stupidity. Sky got me chasing impossible dreams and now I've cut myself from that stupidity and need to set myself back on the right course.

...Konata, care to give me a call later?
freespiritmusic: (a song about life)
I cant believe it, I'm glad I beat Konata home from work today, Those bastards I left them the P.O Box to send my mail to...I fucking hate this school already.

I noticed that Konata is perking up again, I got her to listen to me play White Room which was kinda fun. I am hoping I can get her to listen to more American based music It would be kind of cool.

Anyway I better turn in, I gotta go in early tomorrow and help out with stuff. Oh Yeah and I gotta met Juri again sometime, shes kinda cool.

-Kia Freeborn.

PRIVATE/Mostly Unhackable )
freespiritmusic: (natural hair)
Well shit, life's been busy you know. Working for Miss Integral isn't all sunshine and roses but I really like it it gives me time to work on that which I love and still get all I need to do for her done before I go home. Its nice and I enjoy it I never thought I would be happy in a job like I am with this one but somehow I feel like I am betraying my bohemian roots but I need this, I need this stability that I have never had before. Maybe I'm being selfish.

Poor Konata, someone upset her bad shes been moping around all week since she came in from work one day. I don't know what happened and she wont tell me but I am really worried about her I want to pry but its really again not my place...

...I'm leaving for the night, I need to clear my head.
freespiritmusic: (lifes peachy you know?)
This is my real time outside Louisiana, It took a lot of over time a lot of tips and playing corners to get me here. sadly the last bit of money needed came from pawning my amplifier. This all lead to taking a three day bus ride having someone try to steal my Gibson Les Paul and a few fights along the way but I finally made it to Cross City. a place without Blues Dullia

A man at the bus station informed me that the University was out of session until fall classes start thus no dorms yet which really blows you know but he informed me the place to go is the Eternity Cafe, that I could play a few songs there and earn enough cash for a hotel. Well when I showed up it was almost dead empty lack for a woman named Konata. Who has made an living argement with me so I need to start looking for a job today to keep my half of the budget set.

I'm looking forward to what life holds, maybe I can find my song here. I can only hope ya know? gotta take the punches as there thrown.

-Kia Freeborn


freespiritmusic: (Default)
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