freespiritmusic: (Kia Freeborn)
My life has changed so fast. Just last year I was struggling to keep my thoughts lined up write out a few lyrics and try and help keep Sis sane. Konata was just the friend I refused to let go as I didn't have many of them I know Sis always asummed more was going on she was always smarter then I am. In some things anyway.

And now just weeks before my 20th birthday I'm a father to the most beautiful little girl in the world, that night meeting Yoshitsune and seeing all the men who love Konata all surrounding her seeing her body get mangled and banged up to push Kanata out. You have to respect a woman who can do that.

I don't know why but everything just kind of feels different. Just you know I don't feel so much anger towards people. I even saw Ray on TV and didn't feel like breaking it. Kid deserves everything he has. that fucker who he lives with let him keep the man. I got along this long without him. I'm better for it. Some day I might find my own stage. If I deserve that stage anyway.

I also have to thank Sis even if shes gone, selling the things she left me may have been hard but it paid off my new home it may not be Burbon street like I dreamed but it looks close and Konata's shop stands out now. once teh house is off teh market and I get the money I plan to get medical insurance for Konata and Kanata. and a few other things just make sure everything is straightened out. ALso something I want to get Sora.

Sky! Bigger Sora and Senri! I need your help when you get a chance in the next few days.

And Rukia, thank's so much. Your such a good friend I wish I had got to know you better when we were both in new york but we both had our own things going on. So this is my proclomation of I will gladly help you with anything you need evemn if its just to talk. simply call. Your too damn cool to just leave to suffer, don't even hessitate. If I don't answer I will sure as hell call back.

I need to go write out these lyrics I can hear the whole melody, yeah maybe this will be a good song.
freespiritmusic: (carlos man of love)
Wow... I can't beleive I'm a father. Don't care what the result of the DNA test says when it comes. That's my baby. my beautiful baby girl.

Sora's back. Were a family again. Even if Sis is gone I guess theres nothing that can be done there I will be happy with things as they are. I guess I'll be running the shop until Konata is well enough and taking care of the little angel too. She's so beautiful just like her mother. I swear I see some of my mother. Thats why I'm convinced.

I wonder if Mr. Byakuya's offer still stands.

Konata, you're still a boy-girl looking thing can be, and you can count on me. I'm not bailing.
freespiritmusic: (Default)
All of my friends have moved. All of them but Sora...I cant even look into Sis or Nike. Things are hectic there...

Why did I come back

I'll just work on my music while Kona and her friends have fun planning for the baby... I wonder what name they will pick...

No inspiration...and the anniversary is coming up...

[ooc; stikes are hackable]
freespiritmusic: (My wings have been chipped)
I'm sorry sis I cant stay, thats my baby. I gotta go. Were gonna elope before the flight so thats it. This is goodbye.

Sorry guys, This place was just breaking me. I'm getting the Les Paul you can sell everything else, Integral.
freespiritmusic: (carlos man of love)
Okay, I shouldnt haev made that last post so lets forget that ever happened. I took some time to think about this and I decided to put how I feel into song form. So here goes.
[ the music starts]THE SONG )
[Music stops

There thats how I feel.

[ooc; Yes that is Rise Against' Swing life Away; lets all pretend its Kia. Becuase well god knows Koko cant A. Play a guitar or B. Sing in Steve Bloom tones. <3 Thank you]
freespiritmusic: (here USE this!)
INTEGRAL HELLSING! Fucking goddamn bullshit!



Sora, Bar. take me now!

Valets knocked up girlfriend. We need to talk. Fucking bloody hell.
freespiritmusic: (a mournful past)
....I feel homesick, but do I even have a home anymore?

...I hate being this young I cant do anything...
freespiritmusic: (walk in the rain)
You can get mad at me, I wont bother you about it again. I have tried hard to keep us together, my new family. It will never happen the mirrors cracked we are shattering. I will be like I was before, the one forgottena dn tossd aside. I an ahndle this I wont break so easy this time. BuBefore I bwo out of this show let me go on and speak a few thinsg on my mind.

Konata Izumi's child IS mine, Sora can't remember fucking her. I doubt she could forget Nike doing that so unless there another party I am that child's father. I know we all see things differently so let me just explain this. I KNEW Konata was like that when I met her, she took em home before she knew anything about me. We slept in the same bed less then 4 hours after she met. I love her but I knew what kind of woman she was from day one. The fact shes probally ahd more cock in her then a KFC doesnt bother know what i shoudlnt be trash talking the woman I'm going to end up marrying.

I will not take anyones last name either Konata, my last name is symoloic goddamnit. I feel like Icarus, my wax wings are melting... The pain is going to be beautiful...I need to get anotehr note book ready I feel some good lyrics coming on.

In short, I can never hate any of you. You may hate me tell me to vanish I will. I will never change my mind about things I will never hate any of you. I miss my mother.

Everyone be angry everyone hurt...everyone do what the fuck you want. This musician is checking out.

freespiritmusic: (leaning)
Summertime, the livin's easy~


Moving right along! last night was great man, I really felt like I was flying nothing touches that feeling like soreing through the air at neck breaking speed. I dont know how I could stand life before Sora opened me to the world fo Air Trek, and all I gotta do is 'tune' his AT and I get to keep learning this stuff. Its addicting.

I always thought Godz...Nike was one scary guy just by how everyone spoke of him but ya know I don't think hes so bad now. I kind of just want everything to go back to the way it was I don't know how much longer I can deal with this stuff. I really hate drama it kills my vibes. Teh first few days were wonderful for my muse but now its just pulling me down.

Still not a sign of Kona, and I've been running here there and everywhere skipping class and sleeping all day, this shit's royally fucked up my sleep scedual. I'm a full blown night owl now. I wonder if Kona knows her old girlfriend tried to kill herself or not...

Either way It was cool meeting you Byakuya, look forward to talking to you again sometime but for now I gotta go do my normal Sunday things and check up on some people...and eventually find my way to Sora's couch again.... Why aren't I sleepy?


Oh! Gren sorry i didn't see you at your Jazz Festival but I did stop by, Good job man.

[ooc; his mun apologizes for the fact she slept through the festival]
freespiritmusic: (Another Emo song)
Sis...Don't use me as a scapegoat. This is just what I wanted to avoid, let my misery rain down to save the loss of the emotion you get from him and me from her. So what if they found better things, thats why its called the blues.

If someones not suffering the lyrics don't match the beat...misery is just another part of life.

On that note, Gren can I see you today?

freespiritmusic: (a mournful past)
...I still cant believe I’m gonna be a father as careless as it may have been, and as fucking scary as it is. I really think I can handle this, Konata keeps speaking of support from others but I don’t count on that. This is my fault. This is her body. Our reasonability.

Gren, Fummei. If you want to get together for one last go I think I will be quitting the band so I can pick up a second job. I gotta a very few months to get things ready for this child

-The list of needs-
A apartment- because we cant keep inconveniencing Sis.
Crib- Cause I don’t want the kid being like is was
Baby toys and crap- A necessity
New Furniture- For said apartment.
New Car- for when I have to give Sis’ back.

Fuck I’m going to be beyond broke.
freespiritmusic: (OMG no)
oh my....fucking god....

why....did I get to find out like this... wheres that gun at....

.....SIS! Help me....
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
Mother fuck! Do I sleep through every thing! I wake up to Sora demanding I drive him to that CREEPY German and I see them go off to NAP in the morgue! WHAT THE FUCK! Anyway, creepy guy took Sora home so for the record Otaku Comish. I wont be home today. Fuck be thankful if I even come back Les Paul's in the trunk, bitches.

Now for the list of things you idiots need to know.
1. men cant get be impregnated Sora.
2. A C-section Konata, you could have a child as long as you don't have a natural birth.
3. I think Integral and Nike and Sora and Konata should have a double wedding on the 4th of July.
4. Band practice, tonight if everyones free. At the studio where we meet up last time.

Nike, I had nothing to do this, don't break me in half.


freespiritmusic: (carlos man of love)

Sis, watch this with an open mind.
freespiritmusic: (Another Emo song)
Why did I go to church yesterday? I haven't thought about her this much since it happened. I hope that son of a bitch, his whore and their bastard child had a fucking lovely holiday. I hope he chokes and dies and goes wherever she isn't, son of a bitch doesn't deserve to share her heaven.

Integra, lets go out tonight. I have a free night and it seems Konata's out doing shit so what do you say? I'll play anything you want me too. Also I hope you like the cake. I'm not the best at baking but as the only real female in the house you deserve it.

...I need to go talk to the couch before I really lose my scholership....god I hope I break my leg or something. I just don't feel the old love for baseball anymore... fucking sucks thats how I get to collage instead of my music...I hate humanity sometimes.

...Gren, Fummei let me know when you wanna jam sometime, kay?
freespiritmusic: (Kia Freeborn)
Sky, lets go out tonight! Drinks are on me as long as you buy them I'll pay. since you know how to get my under-aged ass in there is much to celebrate. I can finally see that road you kept trying to make me see and I'm not going to let this dream fly by me. A new world has opened and I plan to ride this out till the end.

Kona, Sorry about leaving this afternoon, I got a call and I'm working on making a band I promise to make it up to you, just let me know how and its yours; if its in my power to do so.

Integra, I miss you, lets chat tonight. I want you to met the man I met today his Sax skills are the best i have ever heard you'd love it sis.

Gren and Fummei, I will be a little busy with my classes and my job for the next few days so how about we hang together and disguess the future of this project as soon as we all have time?

freespiritmusic: (leaning)
Well I guess its time to come out and say this. Nike, Sora should be on his way home now we just left the airport seperatly. So you can relax your brothers back. and I'm on my way back to the house although I wonder if I should see Integral before I do that.

Or go to that Audition first, I'm really not sure I did swear I would never be in a band. but i do need to get out more...and not for months on end so whatever it all depends on how nice the sound it I would say. Anyway I got shit to do like talking to the dean and a few other people to find out if my scholarship is void now...

-Kia Freeborn
freespiritmusic: (you gotta be kidding)
So I convinced Sora to come with me over a few states to watch the NCAA game of UK vs Georgia State...well this tornado thing ripped through and posponed the game, it was moved Saturday to another collage called "Georgia Tech" on Saturday so after the game, Sora found out about this Anime Convetion being held at the same collage....and somehow someway I got talked into wasteing the rest of my weekend watching people in customes dance around and helping the gimp up the fun.

Though there were a lot of girls that reminded me of Konata...I hate you Konata...I care as much about your cartoons as you do my music.

There I said it.

Goodnight people, actully its daylight and I wanted to let Integra know I plan to be back before next month in Short today is March 17th, I will make sure I'm back around my birthday. That cool?


Dec. 18th, 2007 06:28 pm
freespiritmusic: (My wings have been chipped)
Integra, I gotta go home for Christmas. I know I promised I'd be here but my uncle just died and my aunt's bitching that they need me home to have enough guys to carry the casket. So I'll be back as soon as I can. Sorry about this.

Konata, even if I'm not back enjoy your gifts~.

Nike, Merry Christmas.
freespiritmusic: (OMG no)
Yes Konata....I stepped on and broke your shouldn't have left it on my side of the room...wait ITS MY ROOM!

...either way I'll buy you a new one this morning...


freespiritmusic: (Default)
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